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I hate me.
I hate my life.
I hate everything on me.
I hate this situation.
I just wanna... change. Change all in me. Change my behaviour. Change. That's the word I repeat to me everyday, every hour but... I can't. I can't change anything on me. Why? Why I can't do it?
My best friend told me that anything is wrong in me, only people have been mean to me...
I would like to believe him.
Maybe one day, I do. Maybe one day I start to appreciate myself, my behaviour. Maybe some day I believe his words. I hope so. And I hope that day will come soon.
I hate my life.
I hate everything on me.
I hate this situation.
I just wanna... change. Change all in me. Change my behaviour. Change. That's the word I repeat to me everyday, every hour but... I can't. I can't change anything on me. Why? Why I can't do it?
My best friend told me that anything is wrong in me, only people have been mean to me...
I would like to believe him.
Maybe one day, I do. Maybe one day I start to appreciate myself, my behaviour. Maybe some day I believe his words. I hope so. And I hope that day will come soon.
DeviantArtist Questionnaire.
1- How long have you been on DeviantArt? // ¿Cuánto tiempo llevas en DeviantArt?
-Cinco años dice en mi perfil.
2- What does your username mean?//¿Qué significa tu nombre de usuario?
-Mi username? Significa "Mar De Llamas", lo inventé hace más de diez años para mi propio personaje.
3- Describe yourself in three words.//Di tres palabras que te describan como eres.
-Tres palabras no son suficientes, soy demasiado guay.
4- Are you left or right handed?// ¿Eres diestra o zurda?
-Diestra.
5- What was your first deviation?//¿Cuál fue tu primer deviation?
-Mi primera Deviation? La verda
My deviantART Story.
I don't know how to start to tell my DAstory :D
Anyway, I joined DA because a friend ~black3 (https://www.deviantart.com/black3) suggested me around four years ago. I haven't pics from that time, I just deleted a lot fot to keep the gallery clean (sorry). But, with the art that's on the gallery, you can see the improvement I've in four years; I see it too.
Better draw, better color and inking techniques... better photography eye and such. I've to thank DA to help me with my development as an artist, and thank it to let me knew a lot of people.
It's true that I don't pass so much time here, because I'm very very busy right now, but I always take a look here when I have a
Hi, Again.
Well, long time since I wrote for last time e_e I'm very busy and I weren't passing for a good moment (it's still here but not worse than it seems) and I was far away from this kind of webs :/
Now, I'm going to submit some art I've done in this months. Hope you like it and all this things, thanks for your :+fav: and comments :heart:
Oh, I've a guinea pig named Blacky and he makes my life a little happier :3
PD. I missed you guys :heart:
Can't Change.
Always the same. Always the same shit.
I can't change anything in me, the only thing I do well is ruining everything; sending everything to hell.
Now, I don't have motivation; I don't have desires to draw, to take pics, to write anything. I just simply wait, watching life go, waiting for things to be like before... when everything was fine.
I'm nothing, as usual.
© 2012 - 2024 Ladnir
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You don't need to change, you're personality is so awesome! You have nothing to change because you're perfect the way you are.