The days pass and I can't change so fast as I wanted.
I feel like I'm nothing. All I tried and try, fails.
I can't do anything right. I always fail.
I've found someone who makes me happy, who loves me and cares about me but... I can't change my no self-esteem as much as I would like. I walk the streets and all I see are beauty girls, with good bodies and all that things models have; and I feel like I'm nothing.
I'm loosing my hobbies. First photography. I don't want to take pics, and I don't want the camera that I wanted some months ago. I see my pictures and I only see shit. And the same with draw. I don't like my draws. I break a lot of them. And I'm drawing less and less since a few months.
I know nobody cares about it, but I don't care.
I just... want to update this.